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Thursday, December 19, 2013

OMAIGADD, SPC!

hye there, okay. harini kita tengok ea sape yang dapat spc and sape yang tak dapat. saya ni pun dok mennuggu result, but no matter what the result is kita perlulah terima dengan seadanya, kann? as for me, seriously tak berharap sangat pun dengan spc ni sebab result trial saya punn terukk sangat. hehe. nk buat makan pun tak cukupp sangat. namun, i still pray the very best to all my dear Fivers :) sayang korang sangat sangat. haha (walaupun takde kaitan, express feeling pagi pagi, buat lepas rindu la katakan)

okayy, kepada sape2 yang dapat tuu alhamdulillah. do take a good care of yourself at the new place and i hope you guys can get along to the surrounding and be sure to be nice :) kan semua kawan kawan saya ni baik baik. haha. bajet baik pulak. for those yang tak dapat, itsokay sayang. jangan kecewa. ingat, rezeki ada di mana mana. apa yang Allah tentukan adalah yang terbaik untuk kita and jangan rasa down. biasa laa tu kan, tak semestinya apa yang kita impikan tu, kita akn dapat. something happen for a reason guys :) no need to worries la, result spm kann ada lagi? hehe. okay, setakat tuu je kut. nanti dah tahu result, kita posting posting lagi pasal kawan kawan kita ea? hehe. penuh bersemanngat je post hari ni, panjang daripada biasa. haha. mimpi di siang hari ke apa kau ni melissa.

sebelum tuu, doa sikitt :
Ya Allah, kau berikanlah keputusan yang terbaik untuk kami semua ya Allah. tabahkanlah hati hati kami dan kurniakanlah kejayaan yang cemerlang kepada kami di dalam spm 2013. AMIN.

blablabla.

i'm feeling upset TONIGHT :( just no reason for that! but i'm seriously , tremendously FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF. btw, tomorrow is the day for spc result. let just wait and see who can make it! hehe. that all. not having mood to typing this post. i think all the chaos is due to my period pain :/ it's totally awful.

Monday, December 16, 2013

an appreciation to you.

dear haters, i don't have any idea with what you are doing. btw, thanks because actually the problem you give make me more mature and bigger. i really hope that you will be granted with maturity because you are lack of maturity. its okay, i don't care if you want to blocked me from your facebook because i don't even bother myself to visit your timeline. plus, it is your right to hate me right? we are all ordinary and we can't expect and force everybody around to like us. people do make mistake. and i want to seek thousands of apologise from you if i had a big mistake. 

Sunday, December 15, 2013

miss them.

seriously, i miss all my friends right now. the feeling just came, and lastly i ended up here to my blog and express everything here. ohh, i wish they will read this. THIS IS HOW I MISS YOU GUYS. JUST CANNOT SAY HOW.  i wish we could hang out together. have the chit chat and laugh again like how we used to have at school. A-1013 will be kept in my memory forever. the memories we created are just to sweet till i can't even get rid of it from my mind. but, it's okay. i just let it be there because me my  own do not want to loose you guys. even, you guys are not in front of my eyes, you guys are still there in my mind, right?





THEY ARE MY LESBO PARTNER FOREVER :*

Friday, December 13, 2013

fever could be a really big problem.

seriously, i hate fever! it seems like the virus with their heart content slowly make  my body as a housing estate. omaigadd, so till when i will have fever? huhh. but, people said; whenever you get sick, your sin was erased bit by bit. relax melly, every presumption Allah given is not beyond our ability. you just need a little patient.

kenangan silam bersama Si Pencetus Masalah.

okay, here i want to share about a person who is also a troublemaker. even, she is the troublemaker, i still love her! hehe. we all love her. meet Nurul Afifi my forever troublemaker.

thank you :)

a really BIG thank you to Yusra Nina for the header. well, it so cute! people, yusra made me that cute header and i love it. hehe. :)

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

today's sum up.

hi there! i'm here just want to share everything that i go through today. last night, i sleep eventually at 7.00 a.m in the morning. i then woke up from my beauty sleep and dreams at about 3.00 p.m. then i take my lunch. thanks to mama for preparing a delicious Nasi Kerabu for us. then i take a bath. whoaa! so refreshing guys. then, i thought of having a nap for a while, but i have my clumsy sister amanda who forbid me to sleep. then, she ask me; "kakak, buleh buat bubur dok ko adik?" so, with a faint heart, i went to the kitchen and prepare some porridge for her. after that, at about 12 midnight, my parents just got home from their business ; selling satay and burger of course. then,i have my isya' prayer. then, i online my facebook and don't even have a sleep yet at this hour :) thats all. bye!

Monday, December 9, 2013

:)

what should i say about the smile. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING FRIEND. a big appreciation to my friend for still remembering me. i'm so happy to be with you last night. well, nothing much to say i think. thats all, i'm going to sleep with happiness tonight. I LOVE YOU FRIEND.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

games.

haha. feeling some kind of relief after spending my whole day today with playing games.people, i'm so boring to be home without nothing to do. well, i heard that tomorrow the result for spc will come out. but i cannot confirm the rumors. by the way, just wait and see. i'm a little bit nervous actually regarding the result. and i really hope my application is accepted and i can further my study at UNIVERSITY TEKNOLOGI PETRONAS (UTP). pray for me ya guys! hehe. hope can see Miyoe and Rafiq there! till then people, bye :)

Saturday, December 7, 2013

am i'm stupid?

hi! just asking for some opinion. am i'm stupid because waiting for something that i never know how it will end. okay, to be honest, i feel like i'm waiting for something that will never happen. ohh melly, why did you be so stupid? stop thinking about that person or you're going to drive yourself crazy. i'm totally blur right now. oh Allah, please help me getting rid of this nonsense. i hate myself. full stop. hey you, thank you for stepping in my life. fyi, i will never forget you but forgetting me is your right. okay, melly; say GOODBYE! lalala.. DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT I AM TO FEEL THIS JUST BECAUSE OF YOU? ohh, seriously why do you keep stuck in my mind? aku ni bodohkan sbab masih lagi pikir pasal org yang tak pernah kisah pasal aku. alahai hati, kenapa kau ni baik sangat ea? daripada aku emosi tak tentu pasal, baik aku blah, tido lagi best kot dari pikir pasal sume ni. okayy, tapi aku harap kau tak muncul dalam mimpi aku. tapi, apa salahnya? boleh aku tumbuk kau! haha. ni da kira geram sangat laa ni. okayy, nampak tak gambar apa kat bawah tu? AKU SEDIH LA WEII. haha.

all about my sweethearts :*

hi there people! okay, today i would like to share with you guys about my sweethearts. we have been through thick and thin together for almost five years. my life is happy and i do feel secure in mrsm kuala krai because i have them who always be there for me. sometimes, we have to be aware to put someone in our heart, but i believe all of my girlfriends that they will never betray me. we used to be enemies but after all we still be best friends and stick together. i love them and i swear that my love towards them will never fade. i really hope that our bonds will remain until our last breath. dear friend, take care and face everything with an open heart. i may not be with you out there, but i will always locked in your heart.

Friday, December 6, 2013

missing a piece of my heart.

hye :( it hurts to be missing even a piece from your heart right? now, i really feel the pain of missing not just one but a lot of my heart. i miss my friends and everything related to the school. i feel the sorrow everyday and i just don't have any idea on how to get rid this uncomfortable feelings. huhh..  and even worst, i do feel missing for somebody. i want to text him but i'm afraid if i do not get a reply. it will make me more sad then. ohh, please. i want him to know that i miss him so much. what do i do now people?

Sunday, December 1, 2013

the end of the war; Spm.

assalamualaikum. percaya atau tidak? Spm baru je habis and secara rasminya, no more school related things lepas ni. everything seem to be new to me and friends. we are hoping to achieve a great result for spm. do pray for us okayy. dah lama tak posting2 dalam blog ni. berhabukk sudaa. hehe. meh sini nak story2 yang sedih sikitt, actually melly dilanda rindu yang tak tertahan kat kawan2 :( it such a shit to be apart from them. well, we've been through thick and thin for almost two years to face the great war of spm. mane tak rindu kan? especially, classmate yang memang banyak memberi support plus attitude mereka yang 'matang' sangat2 tuu. haishh, sampai bila laa sume ni nak berakhir. i really hope yang kiteorang takkan pernah putus contact sampai bila2. melly ada apply utk continue study kat UTP. pray for me okay guys:) i think, dah takde topik nak cerita, nt melly post lagi banyak2 . till then, bye:)

Thursday, August 1, 2013

bala yang terlepas.

what a release when the examination week had come to the end. yeayy! dah lama tak tengok blog ni. maklumlah, kita kan budak spm 2013. exam pra trial teramatlah susah, for your information la. tapi, salah aku jgk sebab tak study and bajet pandai. nantikan result aku yang sure gempakk! haha.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

a very shocking news :o

okay, we just arrive at our college yesterday and today our teacher told us that next week will be the Spm pre-trial . huhh, last week we already have an exam and guess what, 5 days from now will be the another exam. so fantastic! and this pre-trial including all the subject of form 4 and form 5. the good news is, i haven't cover all the topics! what will be my result? why so soon??

Friday, June 28, 2013

blablabla..

after being at the bust station for almost 4 hours, lastly my uncle came and pick me up. alhamdulillah theres nothing bad happen to me and amy:) thank Allah.
okay, let me tell you something that happen while i was in school before the holiday:
He gave me RM5. ohh,  i really touched with what he was doing. actually dear, i don't really like your ways of giving me money, but i really appreciate that. thanks to you. and now i really want to say that, i really don't want to meet you at school. you know what? everytime i see/meet/think about you, it just messed me up. so i hope, we both can focus on our study first and the most important thing now is to achieve success in Spm. we have a great battle to face and it is not easy to win. okay dear, that is my lovely advice to you. i do love you and i always miss you. we just leave all to Allah because Allah knows what the best for us right?

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

feeling like buurrrrrrrr ^_^

hello dearies! seriously i'm not in a good mood now. even me don't know why i feel like everyone is neglecting me. i really feel down. even in my own house, i feel it's like weird. well, in scientific ways, it's maybe because of not stable in hormone. but, physically, i don't know how to describe it. okayy, let's forget of all probies and talk on something which is more fun and interesting. okayy, yesterday, he text me. guess who? the rugby boy. ohh, i'm very excited. hehe. just want to share with you all. a few days to the end of school breaks and i'm totally hate it. nothing much to say. just see my ugly face yaa!


Friday, May 31, 2013

family gathering :)

okay,tonight we have a family gathering. one big family together:) tonight is my mama punya side. next week, maybe papa pulak kot. hehe. btw, happy sangat malam ni sebab sume orang happy. plus, abang didi bawak balik student dia. form 5 jugak siot. ada sorang tuu handsome sangat. aisehh! jatuh hati ke puak. hehe. takde laa, saje je acah. so, it really worth it even it is quite tiring. huhh ^_^ okay, sekarang nak pgi mandi. titptop laa. hehe. bye. goodnight little blogeger. muahhhhhhh :*

Monday, May 27, 2013

home sweet home :)

lastly, i reached home after having an uncomfortable sleep on Cityliner bus! i'm so tired, there are so many people on the bus and it is fully packed. fortunately, i manage to get a sit after battling with a million people to get on the bus. having a great experience today; drinks Air Batu Jagung (ABJ). hahaha, serious taktahu nak cakap apa lagi. excited sangat boleh sampai rumah. okay laa, nanti kalau ada apa2 lagi, i'll post:) bubbye lovely!
by the way; i miss the Rugbian's. play safe yaa! good luck to you.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

the busy bodiers :p

serious i don't like those who keep on busy body about other people business. hey, what the Fuck are you thinking? i don't mind all about you so why you keep busy body on mines? stop from being like villagers, you are just wasting your time. you are a kind of people who do not realize your own mistakes. "bajet perfect". Bitch laa! if you think that you are good enough, so you don't have to messed your head for other people then. huhh,menambahkan dosa aku je kau ni perempuan. serious aku benci kau! kau kata aku yang sibuk pasal kau, tapi kau tuu yang sebenarnya ambik tahu pasal aku. dasar perempuan gila!

Friday, May 17, 2013

truth can make people cry.

hmm, i hurt a lot when i know that i have to accept a very terrible truth. when it come to hard situation like this, i started to think, why it always me who have to face this kind of terrible things. please, stop. i have go through so many things in my life since i stepped in secondary school. mama, i really need to go home. being stuck in school and seeing the face that could hurt me is not interesting at all. it just drive me crazy and messed up all the time. i hate that people. you make fool of me with all your fool promises. what you said; friend forever? and i know; we will never be. huhh, why i know you? hmm, the real fact is i miss you a lot. why you just don't go and stop appeared in my life? that is what i can relate with my title, truth can make people cry.
 So, this is an advice from me; do not put a high trust on people . 

first week exam + kecelaruan :/

ya allah, betapa tak susahnya exam yang dah dilalui olehku minggu lepas. another one week to go through this 'easy examination'. haiiyaa, rasanya macam dah takde peluang nak capai target for this semester. :( sedihnyaa. mama, papa, i'm very sorry. tapi salah adik jgk sebab tak study. ya allah, engkau berilah kesedaran kepada makhluk ini supaya dia sedar yang dia nak Spm tahun ni.

habis cerita pasal exam; now let's proceed with kecelaruan punya cerita pulak.
papa dah tipu adik! betapa sakitnya hati ini bila tahu papa saya yang sentiasa sihat tiba tiba jatuh sakit. semua ni sebab manusia yang tak bertanggungjawab and tak reti bahasa melayu.  mama, tolonglah jangan jadi hamba abdi kat rumah orang. i really don't like when people treat my parent like a servant. eh tolonglaa, mu ingat nenek tuu duduk rumah mu so mu dah lepas tanggungjawab atas dia! sorry bro, dia tuu pun mok mu jugak. sedar laa ckitt. mu dok pikir pasal letih mu, mama ngan papa aku punya letih mu tak pikir ko? tengokkla balasan atas diri orang yang selfish macam mu tu. aku tak kisah mu tu mok sedaro aku ko, kalu mu sendiri tok reti nak hormat mok mu, mu jangan harap orang lain boleh hormat mu. I Hate you!! sedar laa diri. sorry sangat kalau aku kurang ajar, but you deserve it! so terima je laa.

Friday, May 10, 2013

OMGucci, it's History.

in the late night studying History? can you guys imagine? but, I still have to go on because i want to score in History. Dear Allah, please help me and guide me to the right path. Avoid all the negative things from affecting my life. I really hope that I can score excellently for this semester. and; I also hope that I can be better that I used to be before. Melly, stop thinking about anything that messed you up. Focus on your becoming Great Battle. Actually, when i take a step back and think, there are still many things that I need to cover. ohh, I hope that everything will be okay and run Smoothly. Yeahh!! I really can't wait that moment to end all this sweet nightmare. haha. good night everyone!

becoming a Mother:)

haha. tittle post pon nampak macam bajet je kann? btw, hari ni di pagi hari lagi, hidup aku dimulakan dengan bala:( mana takknya,  bangun lewat and kena denda dengan warden. well, it's not a really punishment, cubit cubit sayangg je. haha. tengahari tadi, amy ajak kteorang pegi rumah cg, so aku dan tuya tak melapaskan pelung keemasan ni. haha. Ya Allah jahatnya aku! semata mata taknak pegi surau, rela datang rumah cg. hahaha.. well, it;s good actually because i can practice to be a good mother soon. haha. believe it or not, Melissa Juliana, fifi and amy masuk dapur and cooking for their friends? haha. best sangat hari ni. it feels like we are in university. ohh, how i can't wait for that moment to come in my life. be patient Melly, just a few month to go. woohoo! but, i don't want to end my school yet coz everything happen were just too sweet and i love it even sometimes, i feel like fucking everyone. haha. i need to leave now yaa my dear blog! happy reading!

Saturday, May 4, 2013

13th General Election.

lastly, decission had been made. im not going back to college today but tomorrow. so i have another one day to be spent home. yaeyy!! haha.

put a smile on your face:)

after a long time i haven't create any conversation with him, last night, guess what people? i try to send a chat message to him. so nervous while waiting him to reply my chat. i almost frustrated but lastly he replied it! yeayy:) so do you think i should PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE  for that reason?i really miss him by the way.  try to imagine something happen out of sudden, what would you feel? haha, forget it. btw, i'm so happy! thanks ya for reading my babbling post!

Sunday, April 28, 2013

history:)

Searching some stuff for History exam; which will be held this coming Tuesday. together with my beloved buddies; Fify and Tuya. exam sejarah yang selama tiga jam punya pasal:p haha. nothing much to say, just that. bye.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Exam Fever!

whoaa! i just finish my exam last two weeks and for God sake i attained only 6A; but Alhamdulillah for that. another 3 subject was 2B and one Failed! guess what; as i already expected, i got Failed for History. Oh people, please help me. i don't know how to love history and how to not being sleepy during history classes. okay people, got to go! bye! keep in touch:)

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

still waiting

im still waiting for your text to show up in my phone. but, look like my phone is hurting me again! there's still not even a single text from you. why? please answer me , why you stop texting me? do you know how much i miss you. i wish you know it because i mean it. please, don't break my heart slow. i am FUCKING missing you. huhh, i wonder, why is it always me to face this kind of BIGGIES? Melissa Juliana, do you realize that you have a great battle to settle up in a few more month? stop thinking of things that messed you up. be strong. dear, if you already stepping your feet out of my life, please; don't you ever dare to come again because i'm afraid that i'll repeat the same mistakes. i never regret of loving and missing you. i just afraid if it's hard to forget you like what i'm trying now. you're still be one of my love.

 Tuya said; melly, don't be upset, he is the one who should be upset. i asked her;why? she answer; because he had loose the one that really loves him.
#okay tuya. i'll try to stick up on your advice even though i don't know if i can.

homework..

whoaaa! i'm here; proudly to say that i already finish my homework. haha.. there's nothing to say actually, btw enjoy this pictures of mine.

#feelingUgly.Thisway...


Tuesday, March 26, 2013

I still loves you

just now, is about my boy friend. now, it's about my GirlFriends. Nurputri Attieshah and Izzah Nur Faqihah. dear, i miss you when we are together. why you both change at the time when we are soon will be far apart. where are my old izzah and tchak who always be with me? you left me and ignores me. even though, i'm showing that i miss you and i ignores you, deep down in my heart you're still there. i miss you friend. if we're not meant to be friends, it's okay. i hope you'll be happy with your new friends.

nonsense but...

hello people? how are you feeling today? as for me, im not feeling good, i really messed up. do you still remember about a friend that i used to told in my previous post? i really miss him and everyday i keep on checking my cellphones because im waiting for his text. unfortunately, whenever i checked my cellphone, it just make me dissapoint.

#ILoveYou
there's no text from him. i really miss my past time when he always text me. everytime. but now, it's nothing. in school we are not like before. when we meet, we ignore each other. hmmm... i really hope that we can be like before coz i really miss it. freind, please come back to me. be my friend again. be my amour and be the one who make me smile. im missing you badly. please hear me deeply because i really mean it.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

happy holiday:)

sekarang ni, i'm having my holiday for a week:p takk cukup rasanya cuti seminggu. cehh, cakap macam laa tak kene ambik exam tahun ni. sabar laa cik melly oii, berapa bulan lagi dah you're gonna end your schooling years! yeah.. struggle for Spm.. hmm, act theres nothing much to say. btw, alang2 dah meletihkan jemari ni menaip, meh laa nak share a sad story of mine. hehe. always the sad story kann? happy story tak nak share laa pulak! ye laa, dah time happy tu tak sempat nak igt kat blog langsung... hehehe.. SAYA RINDU DIA. Kecewa rasanya bila saya dah tahu dia langsung tak ingat kat saya:( tuya selalu cakap, sabar laa melly. dia yang patut sedih sebab dah hilang orang yang betul2 sayang dia. masalahnya, dia taktahu pon aku sayang dia. haishh, kawan...kawan... aku harap kau tahu yang aku sayang kau. why this friendship end with no fullstop? haishhh, pening otak aku bila ingat passal nie.. dah laa.. takde mood tiba2. bye ^_^

Saturday, March 16, 2013

i miss the old you.,

friend, how i miss the old you who used to make me;smile whenever i feel im not belong. make me laugh when im about to cry. make me feel like im belong.think that i have a friend that loves and care about me. you always be there for me when no one else does not even care about me.  i am missing you badly when you say that you miss me and you love me. why you take your step when im started to love you More? where is you that i used to know? you are totally different now.
 please come back to me! i want my friend back! why i always had to face such a very painful things in my life? i always been neglect by people i love. dear friend. i hope you can hear me deeply because i really mean it. tomorrow, is your birthday and i wish all the best for you. i will never stop loving and missing you. you will always be there; deep down in my heart. if i am not meant to be your true friend so i hope you can find someone else who can take a good care of you.

Friday, February 22, 2013

rintihan yang tak sia-sia

haha.. dengan segala hormatnya saya nak berbangga di sini bahawa saya telah datang ke PWTC untuk buat presentation! macam vouge gila je bunyi. nasib baik berbaloi jugak laa sebab dapat bronze. at least dapat laa award gak. baru je kejap tadi dok melayan perasaan sebab takut tak dapat award. tengok2, Alhamdullillah laa kan. haha, esok di pagi hari lagi aku pegi bukak booth. memang agak bersemangat laa. tapi kan, semangat semangat gak, sampai je kat maktab terus exam. wahh! satu lagi pernyataan yang vouge. hmm, katenya nak pergi celebrate kat kfc tepi hotel yang kteorg duduk ni. tapi, tak tahu lagi laa tu, dalam perancangan lagi.

Friday, January 25, 2013

seventeen!

lastly, my senior year at MRSM KUALA KRAI. yahoo! dah form five, dah besar dah pun saya ni. haha. macam excited gila je boleh jadi senior. takde laaa, papepon i'm still a good and bad senior! haaa, meh sini nak share citer skitt sal my first month of schooling 2013. hmm, a big problem came in the first day you know! pity me have to face all this:( fortunately, i'm a good and strong girl. tapi, saya nagis jugakk laa.. mane takk nye? ada problem ngan rumet! ciss! siall betoll laa sorang minah ni. dia igt maktab ni, atok dia yang punya ke? hello! watch yourself laa beb. haha. tapi sekarang dah okay kot. nak tahu takk kenapa jadi okay? sebab saya buat tak layan je apa yang dorang buat and kata kat saya. haa, ambik pengajaran ye semua. bila dah start belajar, wau! excited sangat tau boleh masuk kelas and jumpe sume orang. hehe. bajet friendly je kan? azam tahun baru saya:
  • nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh sebab i want to fly to Oversea:)
  • i want to achieve my super duper big dream!
  • taknak hiraukan orang lain and buat hal sendiri.
  • try to forgive and forget.
  • be a nice girl!
  • always smile to everyone:)
lesson for today:)
life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change . love deeply and forgive quickly. take chances, give everything and have no regrets. life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good and the bad. smile when you are sad, love what you got and always remember that life goes on.