i miss the old you.,

friend, how i miss the old you who used to make me;smile whenever i feel im not belong. make me laugh when im about to cry. make me feel like im belong.think that i have a friend that loves and care about me. you always be there for me when no one else does not even care about me.  i am missing you badly when you say that you miss me and you love me. why you take your step when im started to love you More? where is you that i used to know? you are totally different now.

 please come back to me! i want my friend back! why i always had to face such a very painful things in my life? i always been neglect by people i love. dear friend. i hope you can hear me deeply because i really mean it. tomorrow, is your birthday and i wish all the best for you. i will never stop loving and missing you. you will always be there; deep down in my heart. if i am not meant to be your true friend so i hope you can find someone else who can take a good care of you.

rintihan yang tak sia-sia

haha.. dengan segala hormatnya saya nak berbangga di sini bahawa saya telah datang ke PWTC untuk buat presentation! macam vouge gila je bunyi. nasib baik berbaloi jugak laa sebab dapat bronze. at least dapat laa award gak. baru je kejap tadi dok melayan perasaan sebab takut tak dapat award. tengok2, Alhamdullillah laa kan. haha, esok di pagi hari lagi aku pegi bukak booth. memang agak bersemangat laa. tapi kan, semangat semangat gak, sampai je kat maktab terus exam. wahh! satu lagi pernyataan yang vouge. hmm, katenya nak pergi celebrate kat kfc tepi hotel yang kteorg duduk ni. tapi, tak tahu lagi laa tu, dalam perancangan lagi.

seventeen!

lastly, my senior year at MRSM KUALA KRAI. yahoo! dah form five, dah besar dah pun saya ni. haha. macam excited gila je boleh jadi senior. takde laaa, papepon i'm still a good and bad senior! haaa, meh sini nak share citer skitt sal my first month of schooling 2013. hmm, a big problem came in the first day you know! pity me have to face all this:( fortunately, i'm a good and strong girl. tapi, saya nagis jugakk laa.. mane takk nye? ada problem ngan rumet! ciss! siall betoll laa sorang minah ni. dia igt maktab ni, atok dia yang punya ke? hello! watch yourself laa beb. haha. tapi sekarang dah okay kot. nak tahu takk kenapa jadi okay? sebab saya buat tak layan je apa yang dorang buat and kata kat saya. haa, ambik pengajaran ye semua. bila dah start belajar, wau! excited sangat tau boleh masuk kelas and jumpe sume orang. hehe. bajet friendly je kan? azam tahun baru saya:

• nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh sebab i want to fly to Oversea:)
• i want to achieve my super duper big dream!
• taknak hiraukan orang lain and buat hal sendiri.
• try to forgive and forget.
• be a nice girl!
• always smile to everyone:)

lesson for today:)
life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change . love deeply and forgive quickly. take chances, give everything and have no regrets. life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good and the bad. smile when you are sad, love what you got and always remember that life goes on.

:( probieee + sweeties :)

assalamualaikum semua.. hari ni, melly want to share a sad story to you guys., emm, why am i always being tested with this kind of things? sedihnya hidup aku. aku sayang semua kawan2 aku, tapi kenapa kawan aku buat aku macam ni? apa masalah dia? as long as i know, i never done anything towards her, but why is she doing such things to me? hmm, is this a fate that she no longer want to be my friend? is this is the fate, i'll accept it but no matter what happen, i still love her. adoii, datang upm nak enjoy, tapi dah jadi macam ni, hilang mood aku laa F**k.. hmmm:(
now, it comes the Happy Story of mine;
shooting video is nearly done, tapi tiba2 Hezza kena balik rumah pulak disebabkan personal problem. hmm, kekurangan laa sorang ahli group melly! btw, i hope the best for us! hari hari melly kat upm, i really enjoy it. haha. kenapa ayat berbelit gila ni? melly pon pening ngan diri sendiri. nanti esok, melly citer lagi banyak2 k!
setakat ni saja buat hari ni, tangan dah kelu ngan kata2. bubbye everyone!

tiring:/

keletihan tahap cipan hari ni. balik je dari kelas,terus sambung ngan NUMERO yang entah pape tuu.. sekarang baru sampai kat bilik. ahh, sial betol.. sedih laa pulak bila fikir balik pasal nak balik dalam masa 9 days ni. aiyoo, im gonna moss you guys so much. serious aku taklehh lupa moment yang great gilaa ni! haha.ayat pon entah pape dah ni. got to go now people, bubbye:)

MAGIC SHOW!

today, we have a magic show need to be done. all this super awesome programme was organized by prof. jayakaran. ohh, he is a very super easy going person. everybody was very supporting. ohh! i really love all those memory and surely im gonna miss it. now, we are in progress of shooting our third video project. wish us the best of luck yaa! bye:)

upm:)

it has been two week im at Upm and everythimg here is awesomely great! together with my 40 chums, aww.... i love them. studying at Els also great. the teacher are all lovely! theres so many things we need to do. eventhough it is tiring but we really enjoy it! people, i am already Sixteen now and im Glad with it.. haha. actually nothing much more to say bcoz im alreadyout of words. btw, im going to sleep now! Nonyte everyone. Loveyou:)