homework..

whoaaa! i'm here; proudly to say that i already finish my homework. haha.. there's nothing to say actually, btw enjoy this pictures of mine.

#feelingUgly.Thisway...

I still loves you

just now, is about my boy friend. now, it's about my GirlFriends. Nurputri Attieshah and Izzah Nur Faqihah. dear, i miss you when we are together. why you both change at the time when we are soon will be far apart. where are my old izzah and tchak who always be with me? you left me and ignores me. even though, i'm showing that i miss you and i ignores you, deep down in my heart you're still there. i miss you friend. if we're not meant to be friends, it's okay. i hope you'll be happy with your new friends.

nonsense but...

hello people? how are you feeling today? as for me, im not feeling good, i really messed up. do you still remember about a friend that i used to told in my previous post? i really miss him and everyday i keep on checking my cellphones because im waiting for his text. unfortunately, whenever i checked my cellphone, it just make me dissapoint.

#ILoveYou
there's no text from him. i really miss my past time when he always text me. everytime. but now, it's nothing. in school we are not like before. when we meet, we ignore each other. hmmm... i really hope that we can be like before coz i really miss it. freind, please come back to me. be my friend again. be my amour and be the one who make me smile. im missing you badly. please hear me deeply because i really mean it.

happy holiday:)

sekarang ni, i'm having my holiday for a week:p takk cukup rasanya cuti seminggu. cehh, cakap macam laa tak kene ambik exam tahun ni. sabar laa cik melly oii, berapa bulan lagi dah you're gonna end your schooling years! yeah.. struggle for Spm.. hmm, act theres nothing much to say. btw, alang2 dah meletihkan jemari ni menaip, meh laa nak share a sad story of mine. hehe. always the sad story kann? happy story tak nak share laa pulak! ye laa, dah time happy tu tak sempat nak igt kat blog langsung... hehehe.. SAYA RINDU DIA. Kecewa rasanya bila saya dah tahu dia langsung tak ingat kat saya:( tuya selalu cakap, sabar laa melly. dia yang patut sedih sebab dah hilang orang yang betul2 sayang dia. masalahnya, dia taktahu pon aku sayang dia. haishh, kawan...kawan... aku harap kau tahu yang aku sayang kau. why this friendship end with no fullstop? haishhh, pening otak aku bila ingat passal nie.. dah laa.. takde mood tiba2. bye ^_^

i miss the old you.,

friend, how i miss the old you who used to make me;smile whenever i feel im not belong. make me laugh when im about to cry. make me feel like im belong.think that i have a friend that loves and care about me. you always be there for me when no one else does not even care about me.  i am missing you badly when you say that you miss me and you love me. why you take your step when im started to love you More? where is you that i used to know? you are totally different now.

 please come back to me! i want my friend back! why i always had to face such a very painful things in my life? i always been neglect by people i love. dear friend. i hope you can hear me deeply because i really mean it. tomorrow, is your birthday and i wish all the best for you. i will never stop loving and missing you. you will always be there; deep down in my heart. if i am not meant to be your true friend so i hope you can find someone else who can take a good care of you.

rintihan yang tak sia-sia

haha.. dengan segala hormatnya saya nak berbangga di sini bahawa saya telah datang ke PWTC untuk buat presentation! macam vouge gila je bunyi. nasib baik berbaloi jugak laa sebab dapat bronze. at least dapat laa award gak. baru je kejap tadi dok melayan perasaan sebab takut tak dapat award. tengok2, Alhamdullillah laa kan. haha, esok di pagi hari lagi aku pegi bukak booth. memang agak bersemangat laa. tapi kan, semangat semangat gak, sampai je kat maktab terus exam. wahh! satu lagi pernyataan yang vouge. hmm, katenya nak pergi celebrate kat kfc tepi hotel yang kteorg duduk ni. tapi, tak tahu lagi laa tu, dalam perancangan lagi.

seventeen!

lastly, my senior year at MRSM KUALA KRAI. yahoo! dah form five, dah besar dah pun saya ni. haha. macam excited gila je boleh jadi senior. takde laaa, papepon i'm still a good and bad senior! haaa, meh sini nak share citer skitt sal my first month of schooling 2013. hmm, a big problem came in the first day you know! pity me have to face all this:( fortunately, i'm a good and strong girl. tapi, saya nagis jugakk laa.. mane takk nye? ada problem ngan rumet! ciss! siall betoll laa sorang minah ni. dia igt maktab ni, atok dia yang punya ke? hello! watch yourself laa beb. haha. tapi sekarang dah okay kot. nak tahu takk kenapa jadi okay? sebab saya buat tak layan je apa yang dorang buat and kata kat saya. haa, ambik pengajaran ye semua. bila dah start belajar, wau! excited sangat tau boleh masuk kelas and jumpe sume orang. hehe. bajet friendly je kan? azam tahun baru saya:

• nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh sebab i want to fly to Oversea:)
• i want to achieve my super duper big dream!
• taknak hiraukan orang lain and buat hal sendiri.
• try to forgive and forget.
• be a nice girl!
• always smile to everyone:)

lesson for today:)
life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change . love deeply and forgive quickly. take chances, give everything and have no regrets. life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good and the bad. smile when you are sad, love what you got and always remember that life goes on.