OMGucci, it's History.

in the late night studying History? can you guys imagine? but, I still have to go on because i want to score in History. Dear Allah, please help me and guide me to the right path. Avoid all the negative things from affecting my life. I really hope that I can score excellently for this semester. and; I also hope that I can be better that I used to be before. Melly, stop thinking about anything that messed you up. Focus on your becoming Great Battle. Actually, when i take a step back and think, there are still many things that I need to cover. ohh, I hope that everything will be okay and run Smoothly. Yeahh!! I really can't wait that moment to end all this sweet nightmare. haha. good night everyone!

becoming a Mother:)

haha. tittle post pon nampak macam bajet je kann? btw, hari ni di pagi hari lagi, hidup aku dimulakan dengan bala:( mana takknya,  bangun lewat and kena denda dengan warden. well, it's not a really punishment, cubit cubit sayangg je. haha. tengahari tadi, amy ajak kteorang pegi rumah cg, so aku dan tuya tak melapaskan pelung keemasan ni. haha. Ya Allah jahatnya aku! semata mata taknak pegi surau, rela datang rumah cg. hahaha.. well, it;s good actually because i can practice to be a good mother soon. haha. believe it or not, Melissa Juliana, fifi and amy masuk dapur and cooking for their friends? haha. best sangat hari ni. it feels like we are in university. ohh, how i can't wait for that moment to come in my life. be patient Melly, just a few month to go. woohoo! but, i don't want to end my school yet coz everything happen were just too sweet and i love it even sometimes, i feel like fucking everyone. haha. i need to leave now yaa my dear blog! happy reading!

13th General Election.

lastly, decission had been made. im not going back to college today but tomorrow. so i have another one day to be spent home. yaeyy!! haha.

put a smile on your face:)

after a long time i haven't create any conversation with him, last night, guess what people? i try to send a chat message to him. so nervous while waiting him to reply my chat. i almost frustrated but lastly he replied it! yeayy:) so do you think i should PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE  for that reason?i really miss him by the way.  try to imagine something happen out of sudden, what would you feel? haha, forget it. btw, i'm so happy! thanks ya for reading my babbling post!

history:)

Searching some stuff for History exam; which will be held this coming Tuesday. together with my beloved buddies; Fify and Tuya. exam sejarah yang selama tiga jam punya pasal:p haha. nothing much to say, just that. bye.

Exam Fever!

whoaa! i just finish my exam last two weeks and for God sake i attained only 6A; but Alhamdulillah for that. another 3 subject was 2B and one Failed! guess what; as i already expected, i got Failed for History. Oh people, please help me. i don't know how to love history and how to not being sleepy during history classes. okay people, got to go! bye! keep in touch:)

still waiting

im still waiting for your text to show up in my phone. but, look like my phone is hurting me again! there's still not even a single text from you. why? please answer me , why you stop texting me? do you know how much i miss you. i wish you know it because i mean it. please, don't break my heart slow. i am FUCKING missing you. huhh, i wonder, why is it always me to face this kind of BIGGIES? Melissa Juliana, do you realize that you have a great battle to settle up in a few more month? stop thinking of things that messed you up. be strong. dear, if you already stepping your feet out of my life, please; don't you ever dare to come again because i'm afraid that i'll repeat the same mistakes. i never regret of loving and missing you. i just afraid if it's hard to forget you like what i'm trying now. you're still be one of my love.

 Tuya said; melly, don't be upset, he is the one who should be upset. i asked her;why? she answer; because he had loose the one that really loves him.
#okay tuya. i'll try to stick up on your advice even though i don't know if i can.