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after being at the bust station for almost 4 hours, lastly my uncle came and pick me up. alhamdulillah theres nothing bad happen to me and amy:) thank Allah.
okay, let me tell you something that happen while i was in school before the holiday:
He gave me RM5. ohh,  i really touched with what he was doing. actually dear, i don't really like your ways of giving me money, but i really appreciate that. thanks to you. and now i really want to say that, i really don't want to meet you at school. you know what? everytime i see/meet/think about you, it just messed me up. so i hope, we both can focus on our study first and the most important thing now is to achieve success in Spm. we have a great battle to face and it is not easy to win. okay dear, that is my lovely advice to you. i do love you and i always miss you. we just leave all to Allah because Allah knows what the best for us right?

feeling like buurrrrrrrr ^_^

hello dearies! seriously i'm not in a good mood now. even me don't know why i feel like everyone is neglecting me. i really feel down. even in my own house, i feel it's like weird. well, in scientific ways, it's maybe because of not stable in hormone. but, physically, i don't know how to describe it. okayy, let's forget of all probies and talk on something which is more fun and interesting. okayy, yesterday, he text me. guess who? the rugby boy. ohh, i'm very excited. hehe. just want to share with you all. a few days to the end of school breaks and i'm totally hate it. nothing much to say. just see my ugly face yaa!

family gathering :)

okay,tonight we have a family gathering. one big family together:) tonight is my mama punya side. next week, maybe papa pulak kot. hehe. btw, happy sangat malam ni sebab sume orang happy. plus, abang didi bawak balik student dia. form 5 jugak siot. ada sorang tuu handsome sangat. aisehh! jatuh hati ke puak. hehe. takde laa, saje je acah. so, it really worth it even it is quite tiring. huhh ^_^ okay, sekarang nak pgi mandi. titptop laa. hehe. bye. goodnight little blogeger. muahhhhhhh :*

home sweet home :)

lastly, i reached home after having an uncomfortable sleep on Cityliner bus! i'm so tired, there are so many people on the bus and it is fully packed. fortunately, i manage to get a sit after battling with a million people to get on the bus. having a great experience today; drinks Air Batu Jagung (ABJ). hahaha, serious taktahu nak cakap apa lagi. excited sangat boleh sampai rumah. okay laa, nanti kalau ada apa2 lagi, i'll post:) bubbye lovely!
by the way; i miss the Rugbian's. play safe yaa! good luck to you.

the busy bodiers :p

serious i don't like those who keep on busy body about other people business. hey, what the Fuck are you thinking? i don't mind all about you so why you keep busy body on mines? stop from being like villagers, you are just wasting your time. you are a kind of people who do not realize your own mistakes. "bajet perfect". Bitch laa! if you think that you are good enough, so you don't have to messed your head for other people then. huhh,menambahkan dosa aku je kau ni perempuan. serious aku benci kau! kau kata aku yang sibuk pasal kau, tapi kau tuu yang sebenarnya ambik tahu pasal aku. dasar perempuan gila!

truth can make people cry.

hmm, i hurt a lot when i know that i have to accept a very terrible truth. when it come to hard situation like this, i started to think, why it always me who have to face this kind of terrible things. please, stop. i have go through so many things in my life since i stepped in secondary school. mama, i really need to go home. being stuck in school and seeing the face that could hurt me is not interesting at all. it just drive me crazy and messed up all the time. i hate that people. you make fool of me with all your fool promises. what you said; friend forever? and i know; we will never be. huhh, why i know you? hmm, the real fact is i miss you a lot. why you just don't go and stop appeared in my life? that is what i can relate with my title, truth can make people cry.
 So, this is an advice from me; do not put a high trust on people . 

first week exam + kecelaruan :/

ya allah, betapa tak susahnya exam yang dah dilalui olehku minggu lepas. another one week to go through this 'easy examination'. haiiyaa, rasanya macam dah takde peluang nak capai target for this semester. :( sedihnyaa. mama, papa, i'm very sorry. tapi salah adik jgk sebab tak study. ya allah, engkau berilah kesedaran kepada makhluk ini supaya dia sedar yang dia nak Spm tahun ni.

habis cerita pasal exam; now let's proceed with kecelaruan punya cerita pulak.
papa dah tipu adik! betapa sakitnya hati ini bila tahu papa saya yang sentiasa sihat tiba tiba jatuh sakit. semua ni sebab manusia yang tak bertanggungjawab and tak reti bahasa melayu.  mama, tolonglah jangan jadi hamba abdi kat rumah orang. i really don't like when people treat my parent like a servant. eh tolonglaa, mu ingat nenek tuu duduk rumah mu so mu dah lepas tanggungjawab atas dia! sorry bro, dia tuu pun mok mu jugak. sedar laa ckitt. mu dok pikir pasal letih mu, mama ngan papa aku punya letih mu tak pikir ko? tengokkla balasan atas diri orang yang selfish macam mu tu. aku tak kisah mu tu mok sedaro aku ko, kalu mu sendiri tok reti nak hormat mok mu, mu jangan harap orang lain boleh hormat mu. I Hate you!! sedar laa diri. sorry sangat kalau aku kurang ajar, but you deserve it! so terima je laa.