takde tajuk spesifikk .

now i realize, no use to act like a perfect girl. my unperfect life is better . as a girl, i do feel like want to be perfect in any way i am . but that's before , when i was still a kid and always wanted to be perfect and act beautifully . i am still a princess to my mama and papa. i know they will never hurt me. they will never neglect me. they are not going to forget me like everybody does it to me. seriously, i'm broken from the time being and i don't know how long it will last unfix. don't care what people say and think about you. DIRI SENDIRI ITU INDAH . you hate me and i promise you that i'll walk out from your life as soon as possible. not a big deal dear.

wahh, cerita ni macam dah broken habis ni . btw, its not that serious . hanyalah my negative minds speaks . haha. biasalaa, kanak kanak baru nak membesar dan mengenali alam sebenar yang penuh onak duri sana sini. haha. tak lama lagi nak masuk U and i will be getting busy and maybe segala rasa yang pahit macam kopi pure teramat nih akan hilang. ye la, bila busy mana sempat nak fikir semua tu kan . yang penting, do not give up on Allah because Allah will never let you down. kejarlah cinta Allah nescaya kita takkan kecewa an for sure takkan bertepuk sebelah tangan . bukan nak bajet alim ke apa, tp as a muslim tu yang sepatutnya kita buat bukannya bila ada masalah stress, nangis and tido sampai tak ingat dunia. haha. itu la apa yang pernah berlaku pada diri aku yang suka sangat ikut perasaan . masa tu tak pandai nk fikir lagi. perasaan ni semakin di ikutkan semakin mengada jadinya .