still waiting

im still waiting for your text to show up in my phone. but, look like my phone is hurting me again! there's still not even a single text from you. why? please answer me , why you stop texting me? do you know how much i miss you. i wish you know it because i mean it. please, don't break my heart slow. i am FUCKING missing you. huhh, i wonder, why is it always me to face this kind of BIGGIES? Melissa Juliana, do you realize that you have a great battle to settle up in a few more month? stop thinking of things that messed you up. be strong. dear, if you already stepping your feet out of my life, please; don't you ever dare to come again because i'm afraid that i'll repeat the same mistakes. i never regret of loving and missing you. i just afraid if it's hard to forget you like what i'm trying now. you're still be one of my love.

 Tuya said; melly, don't be upset, he is the one who should be upset. i asked her;why? she answer; because he had loose the one that really loves him.
#okay tuya. i'll try to stick up on your advice even though i don't know if i can.