am i'm stupid?

hi! just asking for some opinion. am i'm stupid because waiting for something that i never know how it will end. okay, to be honest, i feel like i'm waiting for something that will never happen. ohh melly, why did you be so stupid? stop thinking about that person or you're going to drive yourself crazy. i'm totally blur right now. oh Allah, please help me getting rid of this nonsense. i hate myself. full stop. hey you, thank you for stepping in my life. fyi, i will never forget you but forgetting me is your right. okay, melly; say GOODBYE! lalala.. DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT I AM TO FEEL THIS JUST BECAUSE OF YOU? ohh, seriously why do you keep stuck in my mind? aku ni bodohkan sbab masih lagi pikir pasal org yang tak pernah kisah pasal aku. alahai hati, kenapa kau ni baik sangat ea? daripada aku emosi tak tentu pasal, baik aku blah, tido lagi best kot dari pikir pasal sume ni. okayy, tapi aku harap kau tak muncul dalam mimpi aku. tapi, apa salahnya? boleh aku tumbuk kau! haha. ni da kira geram sangat laa ni. okayy, nampak tak gambar apa kat bawah tu? AKU SEDIH LA WEII. haha.